WHO HAS WISDOM REGARDING LIFE AND DEATH?

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When we live, yet through history in our life should have been dead more than once, is it a coincidence that we are still alive? Or is there a purpose?

At 12 I stole a car, found a field to park, put a hose in the exhaust, and became no more—until I awoke because the car ran out of gas.

Later teen years brought an overdose of drugs, and gun to my head in the Chicago projects.

At 19, my time to escape this world came again. Had a 68 Malibu, pulled off the road, and again put a hose in the exhaust, and again was no more—until I awoke in the mental ward of a hospital because the car ran out of gas—again.

In 1988 was riding my Softail Harley and crashed causing my brain to bleed, so a neurosurgeon removed a small portion and I was pronounced permanently disabled with these past 30 years that have had more than their share of life’s difficulties.

In the early 1990’s I fell down the basement stairs head first aimed at the concrete floor but landed on my feet off to the side under the ceiling where it was impossible as making a left turn in the air through the handrail.

I could detail other times that I just got lucky, but need not because I have made my point.

So have I just been lucky my whole life? Was never really depressed, just fed up with a lousy life having no family, so a very normal person I was and still am.

So what have I been doing these past 11 years since leaving America on a one-way ticket for a new life in the Philippines?

For one, living through the struggles of my wife sometimes in the past wanting death over her sufferings in many physical ways at only 45; and 2) brings our years and years of prayers while actually believing that Yahovah brought us together for a purpose–but never found what it was if even true because of our world of Christians being so uncaring, cold-hearted, and extremely selfish. So was Mylene lucky also with her weak heart and more?

100_5504Are we fortunate to have teeth missing? Plenty of body pains? Nothing to do in this life on a regular basis? No 4 wheel transportation? No healing herbs? Only rent for $74 per month with no way of earning the money to buy a $22,000 dollar home? I have not had a meal of choice in 12 years, have no bank account, carry no wallet, and only use free websites, free antivirus, and free everything! I may have 16 free websites and over a thousand blogs, but not even a printer for reading downloads. We are just ma at 45 and pa at 63 pushing 80 in our bodily pains and weakness. But who cares? Never a Christian with 12 years of living proof!!

IMPORTANT —  https://www.davidicke.com/ . . . and for over 500 pages of life’s greatest education, download the PDF . . . And The Truth Shall Set You Free  http://www.exopoliticshongkong.com/uploads/And_the_truth_will_set_you_free_-_Icke.pdf

In addition are my 16 free websites and even a 474 page published book which never sold say it all in different ways.

Below are but a few of my interests, and some of my websites with info to others.

https://ttimesoftrouble.wordpress.com/

https://dochub.com/timesoftrouble – Has about 300 individual reads on many subjects.

https://ttimesoftrouble.wordpress.com/2016/07/10/effort-for-spiritual-knowledge/

http://dreamcatchersforabusedchildren.com/

https://www.unodc.org/unodc/en/human-trafficking/what-is-human-trafficking.html

https://dochub.com/timesoftrouble/PLg84J/the_pagan_origins_of_jesus_christ_and_christianity

https://vigilantcitizen.com/

https://vigilantcitizen.com/category/sinistersites/https://www.cs.umd.edu/~mvz/bible/bible-inconsistencies.pdf

http://proofofalien.com/10-evidences-prove-the-area-51-aliens-are-real/

https://www.naturalnews.com/

timesoftroubles@gmail.com

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ON HIGHWAYS. . .

100_5504I was a man to stop and help others when broke down or out of Gas. In parking lots, there were times in cold weather when I would see someone who could not get their vehicle started so I would help and even diagnose the problem with often correcting it; and when asked how much do I owe you? I would say nothing at all because their genuine appreciation was all I needed.

I have through the years picked up many a hitchhiker because I used to be one myself; and when pulling my 5th wheel camper from job to job as a welder/millwright all over America, sometimes I would even give them a place to sleep and a meal.

A person at a gas mart needed help, so I gave him $5 for a meal.

A man who I had greatly helped many times wanted to borrow my two new 40’ aluminum ladders and paint sprayer, so I let him and he never returned anything, but stole them and took them to a pawn shop.

I gave $5000 to a church of the Nazarene building fund.

I bought $300 in groceries for a family in need. Gave a $1000 donation to Midnight Call magazine, $700 for CP research, sponsored a child in India and gave whatever was possible to people in need all through my past during the 1990’s when I had plenty, and those around us now when possible – even though through these past years my wife and I could barely get by; and it’s because when some were blind and without shoes, missing body parts, or the ones they had were crooked, all we could see was they had much less then what we and many others have.

I visited twice a woman with a small hammer and big pile of rocks that she made smaller to bag and sell because that was her living – and she was blind.

Years of giving just anything possible to children with their smiles filled with great joy was always as the best reward anyone could ever receive.

My wife and I donated 5000 pesos to the elementary school where she used to teach for typical needs of any school.

In December of 2011 there were a typhoon and flood waters that destroyed many a bamboo home, and because my wife and I had been helped by a nonchurchgoing stranger in Australia, we gave 5000 pesos to a Christian couple with two daughters. And once I began to work we gave them thousands more — only to never see them at all unless they asked for more.

In my brief 4 months work for http://www.qedrill.com/ : the great income blessed Mylene and me with the means to help others, so when I learned that one of the office women was with no pay because she got an advance to pay her dads hospital and supply medication — I gave her 5000 from my first pay because I only wanted to help. That’s about $100

The welding foreman asked me if he could borrow a 1000 peso, so I gave and said just don’t worry about paying back. One day I felt compelled to give one of the welding employees a 1000 peso just out of kindness, and later that day he said; my only child was without milk, but because of what you did, now she has it. Do you know how good that made me feel?

Where I was working in Timamana Philippines, the company QED had two locations a short walk apart on each side of the road, so in my often short walk between I would meet people only because I am friendly. On one occasion I see this elderly man carrying a log while walking on the other side of the road, so I cross to say hello and noticed he was not only very aged, but had no slippers (flip flops), so I said why nothing on your feet? No peso. So I gave him 100p, then another day a 100, then one more time a 100 while asking him who is the woman way ahead of you? He said my wife, so I gave him a 100 more and said it’s for her. The man said God will bless you.

There was a woman with age and not a full deck while always walking the boulevard on the oceanfront in Surigao, and because she was a beggar, it got to the point where every time I saw her being about once a week, I would give 50-100 peso that would make her so very happy because she could buy something to eat.

During the time of my only good 4 months work through over a decade here in the Philippines, my position was a mechanical supervisor for a drilling corporation; and losing that job will always be as my greatest loss in this life filled with many regrets that in no way just fade away.

Once I posted this link. . .

http://ttimesoftroubles.webs.com/familyinphilippines.htm

and then more times asking for any help whatsoever for my wife’s parents saying that even just $20 per month would greatly bless their hard life, and there was never even one word or any care with kindness in any way; and now due to my wife’s physical hardship, we had been living with them for almost 2 years while at the time of this writing back in 2017, not even having any eggs.

And that’s our commanded love for one another?

When I see a man working on a three-wheeled bike selling items while peddling with his arms, the reason is that he has no legs, and it’s those people who I want to help the most because they work so hard, make so little, and ask for nothing.

When one travels into the mountainous areas only to see a family of three children, their tiny hut and their dad gathering roots and rice for food to eat with no mother, all I want to do is take them all out for a meal like they have never before had, buy the kids a gift, give them ice cream, take them to see a movie or just anything they have never before done, but when we can’t even help ourselves, it hurts when we can’t help others.

This link shows some of my efforts through years of hardship with very many difficulties teaching me how to live on faith.

http://timesofroubles.webs.com/mywritingsforgod.htm 

Added are all the years my wife was ill, in pain from Myoma, UTI, congenital heart; therefore really needed better foods, natural juices, fruits, Ensure, vitamins and anything healthy — along with all the times as this day when we had little to no food with zero help from anyone in this world overflowing with loving Christianity when all I had been doing for years is seeking anything at all from my brothers and sisters in Yeshua [Christ] no matter how small it may be — only to receive near absolutely nothing for almost ten years other than times when Yehovah pronounced [Yu Huv Huh] would touch a person’s heart because our simple needs were so great — even though we have always given to others when we had little to give — because we know what its like to have nothing.

Some of my links and interest. . .

https://ttimesoftrouble.wordpress.com/

https://dochub.com/timesoftrouble

https://dochub.com/timesoftrouble/PLg84J/the_pagan_origins_of_jesus_christ_and_christianity

https://vigilantcitizen.com/

https://vigilantcitizen.com/category/sinistersites/

https://www.cs.umd.edu/~mvz/bible/bible-inconsistencies.pdf

https://www.davidicke.com/

http://proofofalien.com/10-evidences-prove-the-area-51-aliens-are-real/

https://www.collective-evolution.com/author/richardenos/

https://www.newworldordernews.com/

https://ttimesoftrouble.wordpress.com/2016/07/10/effort-for-spiritual-knowledge/

https://www.naturalnews.com/

http://www.world-mysteries.com/

http://creationcalendar.com/

https://twitter.com/timesoftrouble

Contact me at either email

jeffcallarman@ymail.com

timesoftroubles@gmail.com

 

 

 

 

HOW MUCH HAS HUMAN KNOWLEDGE INCREASED?

In our world this day, if only the one verse in Daniel 12:4 is believed–people would understand that all the knowledge (right or wrong) available via the Internet– being so massive that– how can an individual just gain a little understanding of its size? One way to answer this question is to consider the sum total of data held by all the big online storage and service companies like Google, Amazon, Microsoft, and Facebook. Estimates are that the big four store at least 1,200 petabytes between them. That is 1.2 million terabytes (one terabyte is 1,000 gigabytes). And that figure excludes other big providers like Dropbox, Barracuda, and SugarSync, to say nothing of massive servers in industry and academia.  My whole point is this; if we are involved with the mega-giants such as Google, Facebook, YouTube, Twitter, and endless others, (even I use them only to post what few read) we have no privacy, and if we become involved as a social site for chat, (which I do not do) we are controlled—thus believe all that we choose to believe according to our own thought<-these mistakes I have made->or whatever big name successful speakers have to say. BUT NO MORE WHILE SEEKING EVIDENCE FOR ALL THINGS AT HAND

Jason A can be loved for his seemingly great knowledge—just as countless others worldwide. But what are they missing or not discussing? All manmade and controlled religions are no different than all controlled governments, media, music, television, cartoons, education, food industry, and big pharma which kills through bad medication or the banking business which has always taken people’s money based on their fiat money accompanied with all ways of human life in our crumbling world civilization. Fiat money refers to any currency lacking intrinsic value that is declared legal tender by a government.

Even though I have been reading and studying the Bible alone for 30 years—and never been a church member. All that I can find is biblical error upon error upon error while just having no trust in our human rule or even myself when it comes right down to absolute truth on what exactly lies ahead for our entire human race—other than knowing it will become the worst world chaos ever before on this globe. So what is a man of 63 years to do? Where is real truth? In churches that charge tithes for lies? In governments with more lies? I do believe Daniel 12 speaking of the worst timesoftrouble en route. Matthew 24 also lines up well as signs of the times just as the instruction in Revelation 18:4 to come out of her my people– which mean to be no longer under control of the matrix with meaning based on the 1999 film– which has all people in their unseen unknown prison of life on death row. But even with great faith, living a decade as a have-not, enduring my wife’s many physical hardships- and experiencing this world of today’s Christianity as the most uncaring people being not doers of the words they claim to believe– even though our Master Creator knows all things with nothing ever hid.

If I had the trillion+ worth of the Vatican and other major sources—my only purpose would be toward bringing this world together as one through genuine love, care, compassion, and most important empathy; and that is because even though living a life of no worth—I feel very fortunate not to be a working slave in China or many locations worldwide—nor a victim of human trafficking, thus used as a lucrative sex toy. If I were in the shoes on the millions of abused children worldwide with an example of their suffering in this site http://dreamcatchersforabusedchildren.com/ – my heart would cry along with their tears of sadness. When I think of all the women being beaten and raped—my heart cries on. The refugees, those starving, those homeless, those being tortured, those killed by government genocide, ISIS, and on and on and on as atrocities upon innocent humans which = never-ending heartbreak while feeling so unable to help any.

Welcome to human rule.

Again, if I had the power and wealth of world controllers, (Ephesians 6:12) they would be the first on my hit list followed by all government and religious trash on this planet with Killary Clinton and Obama as perfect examples–unless you like heartless liars along with pedophile politicians and preachers, adulteress politicians and preachers, greedy politicians and preachers, prideful politicians and preachers). In addition, all guilty of any major crimes will also become exterminated. No more prisons. Truth is a truth, and the truth is this; without loving others as we love ourselves—(being the golden rule Christianity and all beliefs ignore) —our human race will never be right—Period!

Where is there but one like-minded person on this earth for friendship and perhaps even a little help?

Of my 16 free websites, this one can lead to them all.  https://ttimesoftrouble.wordpress.com/2016/07/10/effort-for-spiritual-knowledge/

My Email

timesoftroubles@gmail.com

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Giving, Helping, Caring About Others Not Always Good

We all have some past issues to deal with that cannot be forgotten. Just one of my many is people that I helped and trusted, only to lose much money ($75.000). In this link is the name of a man that went bankrupt on me in the mid-1990’s.

https://recordsfinder.com/search/name/selection/?flow=bankruptcy&firstname=Richard&lastname=Tittle&middlename=David&age=84&state=NC&city=Charlotte&relative=Margaret%20K%20Conrad&moreAddresses=2&moreRelatives=7&report=T55M-3Q3H

In 2006 I left the USA on a one-way ticket to the Philippines to begin a new life with just over $1000 dollars that were gone in the first month; and ever since life for my Filipina wife and me has been filled with various difficulties and many struggles since we met in March 2007.

My name is Jeff Callarman, and sadly, because I have had no bank card for many years, I can’t even view the records in the link above at $4.95 which was reduced down to only $1.00.

Because I am a welder, mechanic, and man of many trades which include basic electric, plumbing, carpenter, and much more– I want so badly to work. But here in the Philippines, there is no employment, especially for a man of 63 years. I did work as a welder for only $6.00 per day which equals 300 pesos making 1800 per week. But here even a used vehicle can cost 250000 pesos, ($4,700) or just a bag of rice for 2000 ($37) – so very small income it was. Back in 2012, I did have an excellent job– but it lasted only 4 months out of the 11+ years that I have been here.

I am willing to do online surveys or any way possible to just earn a little; however more sad news is that with no bank account I cannot even get PayPal which all sites require for them to pay you.

In addition, (https://timeoftrouble.webs.com/ourhome.htm) the first simple home my wife and I had built was sold to help a young couple with us poor folk as the bank. Well, when my wife became so ill in 2015 that she had to stop teaching 4th grade, plus we had to transfer to a different province—the people we helped stop paying and still owe 82000 pesos or $1,500 that we could really use. This link shows just a little about my giving heart with compassion and empathy.

https://ttimesofttrouble.webs.com/howtogaingodsmercy.htm

I have spent the past 11 years mostly writing and creating 16 free websites in the ways of this world which include misleading from governments, religion, education and more.

Below is my most currently used sites with links to all others.

https://ttimesoftrouble.wordpress.com/about/  Me

https://ttimesoftrouble.wordpress.com/

https://ttimesoftrouble.wordpress.com/2016/07/10/effort-for-spiritual-knowledge/

When two people in love have simple basic needs in this world; and have a decade of prayer, fasts, studies, faith, and hope– when answers never seem to come as needed, my own faith through 30 years begins to fade. Because I once had many tools and more–

https://ttimesoftrouble.wordpress.com/2016/09/22/is-your-life-a-blessing-or-a-curse/

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I always had something to do, but now, having so few tools in comparison to what I had in America, and nothing to do is not good– Therefore I believe that is how an early death can come through depression, boredom, and feeling of no use.

My wife and I, after 11 years, now have a concrete home with a view of the ocean. It’s only a rental, new, but cheaply built and lacking much. Because I now have Social Security at less than $1000 per month, rent we can pay, and if I were to pay half my income for 4 years, we could buy this home for less than $25000.

My natural daily worry is this— What will happen when there is no more Social Security because America collapses financially? and it most certainly will!!

https://www.newworldordernews.com/

There are many good people on this planet with giving hearts, so please share this as much as possible.

Thank you

jeffcallarman@ymail.com

timesoftroubles@gmail.com

FRIENDSHIP

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https://ttimesoftrouble.wordpress.com/about/ Me

https://www.naturalnews.com/ Ways humans are being killed via food, water, Pharma

https://www.newworldordernews.com/ Government is trash and media, liars

https://www.collective-evolution.com/  Better understanding- research on reality

https://www.collective-evolution.com/author/richardenos/ Who Lucifer really is, and why on this earth- truth never taught

https://vigilantcitizen.com/  Extremely Informative for those that can see the “Big Picture”

https://dochub.com/timesoftrouble  About 300 individual reads on different subjects for you to decide what is true or false

Contact me

timesoftroubles@gmail.com or jeffcallarman@ymail.com