As different individuals worldwide being a part of our 7.4 billion plus earthly inhabitants, who are you and what is your purpose in this life? Does it come from your own thoughts with direction or a spiritual direction unknown to all humanity other than yourself through spiritual knowledge and understanding of our creator accompanied with His will for your direction in this life?
If you are deeply in any way associated with ways of our human race being anything and everything worldly, you are nothing but a population number within the human system of life being separated from YHVH through your iniquities. Isaiah 59
If you are a religious believer as billions through being Catholic, Christian, Islam, or any religious title having different Gods, spirits, doctrines, traditions; and the way you walk in this life being psychologically self-directed rather than instructed in the Bible — the god of this world being the father of lies all believe is your god.
Whereas those few called have no other life beyond seeking truth directly from YHVH through becoming totally disassociated with all religions and worldly ways – thus are no longer of this world [John 15:19 Colossians 3] through seeing end time prophecy all through the entire Bible, and warning others through scripture they just won’t believe – until their calamity comes upon them having no reverse.
When a true Christian believer lives their life lacking in all categories, yet retain their strong faith regardless, they have learned to live on that faith because there has never been any other way through their past 10 years of life’s day to day living.
Welcome to my world as a spiritual inmate with so many restrictions, that the only existence my wife and I have is spiritual hope through our faith and prayers while living in mental, spiritual, and physical stress — mainly, at the time of this writing — just for the needs of my wife that Yehovah God refuses to heal. Nevertheless, we have both accepted our many hardships for years and years of not even having basic needs like a stove, vacuum, good pots and pans, regular meals, or even a simple basic home since 2012 from hollow block and bamboo with a nipa/leaf roof — http://timeoftrouble.webs.com/ourhome.htm — yet we just continue on in our life because we know that without our Father we are as nothing; and we also know that Yehovah has a purpose for our life through years of His shaping and molding to prepare us for the worst timesoftrouble coming upon all humanity, while also knowing that my wife Mylene will be healed – in His time according to His will.
I will not get into any depth on my 51 years in America being a life of mostly problems with wrong turns, mistakes, and regrets just as millions of others never having any real happiness. . . and then topped off with a head injury decades ago leaving me disabled with zero income; and that was my beginning of being spiritually drawn in 1989 — and finally after 17 years of private study on and off, one strong spiritual urge in 2006 to just leave my five decades of life behind as dust in the wind to become spiritually educated on the other side of the globe in the Philippines while learning to live on faith.
Please allow me to explain our situation in life.
A year and a half ago in June of 2015, my greatest and most important issue at that time was the great suffering with much pain my loving wife has been going through on and off since 2009 – and the extremity of the matter is what began as double pneumonia along with her congenital heart disease had worsened into very painful Myoma that has been greatly effecting her for years while only getting worse and worse to the point that she could no longer even teach 4th grade.
In 2012, because of the 4 months good employment I had as a mechanical supervisor for a drilling company, we were able to buy a lot with nothing but a 20’x 13′ storage building on dirt. So a little at a time, I first added a separate rest room. Then a small kitchen, then a dirty kitchen for fire to cook. So for the next 3 1/2 years we both just fought our daily fights with what life had to offer, being absolutely nothing – and even though we felt blessed to have much more than billions of others in our world filled with great sadness — when the good of mankind and Christianity becomes the issue — we still had hunger — we had nowhere to go — nothing to do — and each month was mine alone having to deal with the great suffering Mylene had been going through for years – so I would just do whatever possible to help her in any way.
How can you take care of the one you love when prayer is the only weapon you have that seems to go unanswered? So what did I do? We both stayed in prayer. I would make her hot water bottles and other times crushed ice for her to place where it seemed to help the pain. Then there was rubbing her legs, feet, sometimes her back, and other times complete body messages to ease her pain. I also became pretty good at reflex — or a rounded small pencil size poker at work on the bottom of her feet to hit the right nerve that would cause her a great pain — but a good pain because it would tend to remove her agony.
There were many other times on and off, that I would cry to Yehovah God so heavily in prayer while telling Him His own words in the Bible — and what he allows is just in no way fair, right, loving or true to His words for those disassociated with worldly ways, pagan holidays, and the uncountable Christian and other religious organizations only hearing while having dead faith! James 1:22-25, 2:14-26, Matthew 25:31-46, 22:36-40, etc.
So because we had reached our wits end, had no family, had no genuine friends according to biblical instruction, no help, and no concern from Christianity — we sold our home making our transfer possible to be where her mom and dad living in poverty could help me to help her through prayers and love to lessen all the stress I had through being totally alone in a very cold-hearted world lacking genuine Christian love beyond uncountable meaningless empty words — just as the Bible reveals in much scripture never taught by shepherds worldwide.
Therefore our home in these photos reveal what our new life became through living with her mom and dad in their 80’s, and their little income being $30 each every three months.
So what was our circumstance? What exactly was our only action without choice?
We used almost all we had to make it livable . . . and to have a small typical store just as thousands of others here in the Philippines and Asia — because of any income, no matter how small, is better than none.
On this bed where we slept, there was many a day when Mylene would become with such great pain, that her parents and others would pray for her – but never a penny from our world filled with loving Christians just for vitamins, heart friendly Ensure, fruits, or anything else to slightly ease our many life’s difficulties; and that is commanded love from the so-called church body of Christ calling themselves Christians???
As I read these words and update at later time, 5/14/2017, her severe pain for the most part our Father has removed, and just for that, we give thanks always – but we still have very little to eat, no transportation, no happy life, and almost no customers because we have near nothing to sell being only basic needs.
1 Corinthians 12:26 along with much scripture on love for others is the most ignored instruction in the Bible, and that explains why this world of Christians know not the Yehovah Elohim [God] they worship. Read all 1 John, and then look into the mirror while asking yourself what you have ever really done for anyone other than your own self while hiding behind religious speech YHVH sees right through – thus knows all true colors that can never hide behind all the words Christians speak and sing so well with multitudes waving their arms towards heaven.
I built all shelves and this rice display, and it was good just for something to do. And being rice is the main Philippine staple food, it’s good to sell. Our new business was acceptable when we still had funds to spend weekly for inventory – being 5000 pesos or $100. But since our money ran dry 15 months ago, our life has been a steady down hill slide.
When difficulties stay, the time arrived over 9 months ago what we no longer could afford the 2000 peso or $40 per 50 kg sack of rice to sell in small amounts by the kilo.
Back a year ago, we at least had some stock to sell for a very small profit only to feed her parents, buy some for ourselves, pay the water, electric, and cable with nothing left over, and our cable was disconnected almost a year ago being 4 months past due, or a total of 350 pesos per month x 4 = $28
Thus through the same circumstance, all our stock to sell has greatly dwindled. A fact is when our monthly power bill comes, and less because we unplug both refrigerators every night, the only help we get help on occasion to pay 1700 pesos or $34 dollars comes from her sister in another part of the Philippines near Manila; and we are very thankful for her genuine kindness when it does come.
But as time passed by, problems only seem to increase, and that was, for one reason being a couple we helped through selling http://timeoftrouble.webs.com/ourhome.htm our 1st home which was built in 2010-2011, just stopped paying us well over a year ago; and the 3000 pesos or $60 a month we really needed to just survive – and here in the Philippines, unless YHVH makes something happen – you become financially screwed out of the 83000 pesos owed being $1660.00. To many, that may seem like a small amount, but for us, if it was paid, our life would greatly change just from being able to restock, buy food to eat, and fix my Jeep that rolled back in April 2016.
At this point in life, we just keep our faith, watch signs of the times, pray always, and wait for our Fathers will be done in our life.
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https://ttimesoftrouble.wordpress.com/2016/07/10/539/ My Efforts for Spiritual Knowledge
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https://dochub.com/timesoftrouble offers a good choice being many [over 250] individual reads on various subjects concerning the major mess America and our entire world civilization is truly in and includes worldwide misled Christianity according to the Bible which has left billions not spiritually prepared for what is soon to become the worst timesoftrouble ever on this planet.
http://vigilantcitizen.com/ – How Powerful This World of Darkness Truly Is
https://truthernews.wordpress.com/ – In depth fact most all don’t want or have knowledge of.
http://www.newworldordernews.com/ – Accurate news on twisted people in every position so true people cannot believe.
http://www.blacklistednews.com/ – Continual reports which reveal just how deranged our human race has become.
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