• There are many Bible verses most do not understand because of their own beliefs taught by the blinded wolves. However, for those wanting food for thought on the way our world truly has always been, and what it has become thru Luciferian Illuminati making a way for our lives as living hell through years of brutal and chaotic end times suffering coming upon all civilization. Therefore, if you are the kind of person that takes interest in what is different, not taught in education nor religion, and if you would really like a better understanding of your own nearing calamities, read on.

Jeremiah 10:23-25, 6:19, Lamentations 4:13-14, 3:42-44

What brings GOD’S ANGER UPON SAVED BELIEVERS? Reason is that most all are in the wide (Matthew 7) gate because their belief is in words rather than deeds making their faith dead. James 2:14-20 – Without faith its impossible to please God. Hebrews 11:6

The Way is The Law. The Law is Love.

My past 15 years has always been with needs whilst learning well never to expect even a crumb from this world of goats (Matthew 25:31-48) in false christianity.

Want truth about what cult controlled Christianity truly is? Excellent read found in Health Impact News

Fact Check: “Christianity” and the Christian Religion is NOT Found in the Bible – The Person Jesus Christ Is

by Brian Shilhavy
Editor, Health Impact News

Has not all the immense proof through thousands of years in uncountable ways always shown that humans cannot direct their own steps towards righteousness since the start of humanity?

First is a vital major disaster over ten years ago that our entire human race should become well aware of because the radioactive contaminated water from Jiapan’s Fukushima destroyed reactor that was going into the Pacific Ocean at an EXTREMELY HIGH RATE while bringing death in many ways as the situation only worsens with absolutely no way of containment ever possible. Your time for some study on this is another view on the ways of mankind unprepared, on the wrong tracks, knowing notTHE WAY’ 

UPDATE: 12/28/21

Japan maps out plan for disposing of treated radioactive water from Fukushima plant,neighboring%20China%20and%20South%20Korea.


If nothing else, at least gain some vision on the way our world and civilization actually is through this link and others along while preparing yourself for all the unexpected calamities now at the start of killing millions headed for billions via vaxx4kill injected viruses which destroy immune system, mind and body.

And added is the fact on just how much more radioactive, toxins, and every other kind of chemical wastes along with trash that includes more plastic than any human mind can even begin to comprehend along with all forms of contamination into our ground soil, air, lakes, rivers, and oceans worldwide.

The following microscopic (when compared to the endless evils) list below is a way of showing that humankind has always been pathetic through self-direction along with the incapable and narcissistic psychopaths rulers which has alway been.

When have any world leaders ever done what is positively best for civilization?

There has always been bloody murder and bloody war ever since the beginning of humanity. So now, 6000 years later exists extreme massive amounts of Nuclear, Chemical, Biological, Computerized, and Killer Weapons Worldwide capable of exterminating all of the humanity on this earth many times over and over; and these uncountable weapons are in very evil unstable hands being:


For openers consider the uncountable street gangs in all cities, drug cartels, rebel violence and their rivers of bloodshed shed worldwide. Now think on all the pharma killer drugs used by  billions at all different ages from young to very old; and then see our world of alcoholics, obesity, same-sex relationships, political corruption and outright lies, religious corruption with more lies for tithes, financial corruption and lies through banks, stock, etc…

Now include this world filled with unstable marriages, battered women, rape, pedophiles, transgenders, wicked, cruel, and gruesome child abuse, including satanic sacrifices, greed, sexually transmitted diseases, labor and sex slavery worldwide as government funded Human Trafficking being something so evil that it takes and destroys millions of lives from children and up in age.  Abortions, which are another form of murder, then add famine and chaos in places like Africa, Greece, Syria, Brazil, and en route to America as planned along with many different locations all over this planet. Next, come all the totally corrupt and overcrowded prisons throughout our PLANET EVIL with the most being in America. In addition realize that all evil people bringing endless crime into cities are on the SOROS payroll to bring terror, civil wars, destruction, death, etc.

And then is the totally corrupted legal system, totally corrupt medical and pharmaceutical system, and added was past ISIS rebel violence supported by the corrupt American government as a way of going against innocent civilians and so called Christian religions worldwide. Also, know of all the secret wars the US has been involved in for many decades through shadow governments (CIA etc) having full world control as prophesy that will bring more death and more chaos upon civilization worldwide.

QUESTION: When have any beliefs or religions shown themselves to be true, genuine, and real through actually living in peace, being in full agreement, always working together for the good of all humanity, and loving others as they love themselves through more than meaningless speech as a hypocrite?

In this world of division, What is your belief? Which god is your god from many choices worldwide?

And now according to signs of the times, most pay no mind to as clearly written in scriptures throughout the Bible – stating major wars and famine soon will become the deadliest through chemical, biological, (genocide) and nuclear weapons taking billions. Another reason for our unrighteous human race because of psychological input from the god of this world with earth as his controlled kingdom, and that is because the father of lies hates anything to do with Christ, love, truth, and righteousness.

Serious education time has arrived for any seeking truth from not of this world, and that is because if we don’t seek from above, all that we are is another of this world being misled; and today’s world of christianity is the most misled of all on this earth.

What about some of the uncountable man-made disasters worldwide?


Another very important truth revealing just how extremely deranged people in power have become will bring tears to any normal person with feelings when this subject has actually been viewed and studied while also knowing how today’s numbers far exceed since this was researched. This Ring of Tears is a photomontage–a megatomb–memorializing the 174,000,000 murdered by governments 1900-1999. It merges photos of their corpses, bones, and skulls. For documentation on the number murdered and the what, when, where, and who, see this web site. For the photos that were used in the megatomb, go to (or return to) Photographs of Democide: Room 1.

A second megatomb, Rings of Tears: The Murdering, shows the process of murder by governments. The photos for this megatomb are at Photographs of Democide: Room 2. The final megatomb, Rings of Tears: Faces of Death, displays the faces of those about to die, most knowing it. The photos for this megatomb are at Photographs of Democide: Room 3.

The genocide information in the report above, that now through time passed has murdered or exterminated near 300 million innocent humans that have done no wrong which is another example of human rule also en route to depopulate life on this earth — Therefore the Time Is Coming For Billions More to Join The Dead.

Have you ever seriously investigated the Georgia Guidestones and the Bible according to what has been written?

The whole point being made is that there has never been a proper way of life for a civilization that has now has reached near 8 billion; therefore nothing has changed with much more death and destruction en route upon all worldly humanity having no way of escape.


Some history on the way of human warriors.              

The whole fact of the matter is this. . .

Our end under human rule is coming, and not in smooth ways, but rather the most gruesome being the worst timesoftrouble ever before on this planet earth as made very clear in the Bible — but governments, education, beliefs, different gods, or religions will never tell truth regarding our entire human race — because none, no, not one worldly knows truth. So speaks Job 15:15-16 and Psalms 14:2-3 being scripture billions of today’s so-called Christians do not believe, understand, and have never been taught through the blind leading the blind as ministers of Satan in sheep’s clothing with smiles and personality for deceiving in every way.

Another educational read on how lies, lies and more lies bring sickness and death – for profit being all that really matters.

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As more and more people in different parts of the world become aware of just how evil world rulers truly are thru population mind-controlled dictatorship for one purpose being mass extermination of billions using vaxx4kill/genocide – – the less realize that religions, beliefs and false christianity have also been controlled; therefore bringing death upon billions as a wakeup allowed by our CREATOR.

If you want truth regarding your own future, Revelation 6:11 & Isaiah 6:11.

Why must billions die?

Lamentations 3:31-47, when studied, answers questions never taught in this misled human race.

Our FATHER-CREATOR does offer protection, but only to those few in the narrow way having nothing to do with this world populations of backward ways – – now becoming fully revealed as 8 billion being led as nothing but herds for slaughter.

Psalms 1, 23, 33, 51, 91, 119 and many more including Isaiah 26:20-21. My own views are quite simple, spiritually speaking…

O LORD, I know that the way of man is not in himself: it is not in man that walketh to direct his steps. O LORD, correct me, but with judgement; not in thine anger, lest thou bring me to nothing. Pour out thy fury upon the heathen that know thee not, and upon the families that call not on thy name; for they have eaten up Jacob, and devoured him, and consumed him, and have made his habitation desolate. Jerem 10:23-25

What all true believers should be doing is following the BOOK of INSTRUCTION.

Yes, but thru ways the natural (worldly) minds cannot perceive.

Perfect example is the ETHIOPIAN BIBLE having 81-88 books that are not in most all other Bibles that believers have been taught from.

Why is that?

Again, regarding Revelation 12:9, being most valuable verse this world of believers do not believe.

Another example is the rapture – as if saying that it’s fine millions of children are traumatised, tortured, used, abused, and sacrificed through Catholic and other paid religions via the Father of Lies billions have accepted, trust, believe & follow through false faith as dead in the eyes of our CREATOR. James 2:14-20.

Human Experimentation

In January 1944, a 17-year-old Navy seaman named Nathan Schnurman volunteered to test protective clothing for the Navy. Following orders, he donned a gas mask and special clothes and was escorted into a 10-foot by 10-foot chamber, which was then locked from the outside. Sulfur mustard and Lewisite, poisonous gasses used in chemical weapons, were released into the chamber and, for one hour each day for five days, the seaman sat in this noxious vapor. On the final day, he became nauseous, his eyes and throat began to burn, and he asked twice to leave the chamber. Both times he was told he needed to remain until the experiment was complete. Ultimately Schnurman collapsed into unconsciousness and went into cardiac arrest. When he awoke, he had painful blisters on most of his body. He was not given any medical treatment and was ordered to never speak about what he experienced under the threat of being tried for treason. For 49 years these experiments were unknown to the public.

The Scandal Unfolds

In 1993, the National Academy of Sciences exposed a series of chemical weapons experiments stretching from 1944 to 1975 which involved 60,000 American GIs. At least 4,000 were used in gas-chamber experiments such as the one described above. In addition, more than 210,000 civilians and GIs were subjected to hundreds of radiation tests from 1945 through 1962.

Testimony delivered to Congress detailed the studies, explaining that “these tests and experiments often involved hazardous substances such as radiation, blister and nerve agents, biological agents, and lysergic acid diethylamide (LSD)….Although some participants suffered immediate acute injuries, and some died, in other cases adverse health problems were not discovered until many years later—often 20 to 30 years or longer.”1

These examples and others like them—such as the infamous Tuskegee syphilis experiments (1932-72) and the continued testing of unnecessary (and frequently risky) pharmaceuticals on human volunteers—demonstrate the danger in assuming that adequate measures are in place to ensure ethical behavior in research.

Tuskegee Studies

In 1932, the U.S. Public Health Service in conjunction with the Tuskegee Institute began the now notorious “Tuskegee Study of Untreated Syphilis in the Negro Male.” The study purported to learn more about the treatment of syphilis and to justify treatment programs for African Americans. Six hundred African American men, 399 of whom had syphilis, became participants. They were given free medical exams, free meals, and burial insurance as recompense for their participation and were told they would be treated for “bad blood,” a term in use at the time referring to a number of ailments including syphilis, when, in fact, they did not receive proper treatment and were not informed that the study aimed to document the progression of syphilis without treatment. Penicillin was considered the standard treatment by 1947, but this treatment was never offered to the men. Indeed, the researchers took steps to ensure that participants would not receive proper treatment in order to advance the objectives of the study. Although, the study was originally projected to last only 6 months, it continued for 40 years.

Following a front-page New York Times article denouncing the studies in 1972, the Assistant Secretary for Health and Scientific Affairs appointed a committee to investigate the experiment. The committee found the study ethically unjustified and within a month it was ended. The following year, the National Association for the Advancement of Colored People won a $9 million class action suit on behalf of the Tuskegee participants. However, it was not until May 16, 1997, when President Clinton addressed the eight surviving Tuskegee participants and others active in keeping the memory of Tuskegee alive, that a formal apology was issued by the government.

While Tuskegee and the discussed U.S. military experiments stand out in their disregard for the well-being of human subjects, more recent questionable research is usually devoid of obvious malevolent intentions. However, when curiosity is not curbed with compassion, the results can be tragic.

Unnecessary Drugs Mean Unnecessary Experiments

A widespread ethical problem, although one that has not yet received much attention, is raised by the development of new pharmaceuticals. All new drugs are tested on human volunteers. There is, of course, no way subjects can be fully apprised of the risks in advance, as that is what the tests purport to determine. This situation is generally considered acceptable, provided volunteers give “informed” consent. Many of the drugs under development today, however, offer little clinical benefit beyond those available from existing treatments. Many are developed simply to create a patentable variation on an existing drug. It is easy to justify asking informed, consenting individuals to risk limited harm in order to develop new drug therapies for a condition from which they are suffering or for which existing treatments are inadequate. The same may not apply when the drug being tested offers no new benefits to the subjects because they are healthy volunteers, or when the drug offers no significant benefits to anyone because it is essentially a copy of an existing drug.

Manufacturers, of course, hope that animal tests will give an indication of how a given drug will affect humans. However, a full 70 to 75 percent of drugs approved by the Food and Drug Administration for clinical trials based on promising results in animal tests, ultimately prove unsafe or ineffective for humans.2 Even limited clinical trials cannot reveal the full range of drug risks. A U.S. General Accounting Office (GAO) study reports that of the 198 new drugs which entered the market between 1976 and 1985, 102 (52 percent) caused adverse reactions that premarket tests failed to predict.3 Even in the brief period between January and August 1997, at least 53 drugs currently on the market were relabeled due to unexpected adverse effects.4

In the GAO study, no fewer than eight of the drugs in question were benzodiazepines, similar to Valium, Librium, and numerous other sedatives of this class. Two were heterocyclic antidepressants, adding little or nothing to the numerous existing drugs of this type. Several others were variations of cephalosporin antibiotics, antihypertensives, and fertility drugs. These are not needed drugs. The risks taken to develop these drugs by trial participants, and to a certain extent by consumers, were not in the name of science, but in the name of market share.

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Feeds fills and directs all human thoughts according to whatever issue world rulers want planted through totally controlled governments, medical industry, foods, media, toddler journalism, music, actors, celebrities, and big name individuals trusted and listened to.

I’m American, but can’t exactly say that I’m proud to be part of the most brutal criminal organization on earth, as you will learn through links supplied. Americans that are proud, show it according to whatever personal opinion or feeling’s lead.

First and most vitally important is the famous Trump slogan MAGA as positive fuel for all true Americans wanting their “GREAT NATION” back from the evil corrupted government rulers, alias swamp rats destroying the thought to be a great American nation.

But wait… think… whilst asking yourself exactly where past greatness has always been hiding?

Read and research. Read and research more. Compare. View additional details. Look closely at world population with major pollution, hate, violence, human trafficking, child adrenochrome trauma plus sacrifice along with all the atrocities.

Now look at “Make America Great Again” while asking what makes the destructive, lying, greedy, looting and genocidal pedophile maniac psycho united police states of America any different from the evil empire it has long been and truly remains?

When will not only people in America, but everywhere, learn that all politics are is nothing but a self centered money grubbing game of chess having moves towards global totalitarian dictatorship?

Next what Trump issued, being even more important, is that the PLANDEMIC, or common cold – mild flu requiring warpspeed jabs of the genocide vaxx4kill upon a population without their health being manipulated into suicidal murder.

Facts on plandemic scam for reducing world population have no end if researched….same as all the lies destroying human life worldwide.

But even with mountains of evidence, proof, data, whistleblowers and more, Trumpsters will always be Trumpsters. My only vote thru life was Reagan, and even that was a mistake because if good politicians existed, America and this world would not be in the no-escape mess civilization is deep into. If you feel ready for a shock regarding just how evil America is, read and weep.

Hidden Hand Dialogue reveals Extraterrestrial factor in Illuminati control of Earth

Above is very informative links regarding the United Police States of America

Another subject beyond conversation is never-ending religious beliefs of every sort. When it comes down to Christianity, anything said not in perfect line with God and Jesus Christ is evil, pagan, wicked, and one-way ticket to the eternal fires of hell.

Which belief is yours with all others only deception?

Pagan origins of Jesus Christ and Christianity?

One fact is certain; there is no end of questions receiving different answers.

That’s why time consuming never-ending research is so vitally important.

Link is reflection of my spiritual efforts, and right or wrong I’ve tried doing my best.

I’m 66, my wife is 48. Our income is social security at $1000 a month, and about to end as puppet Biden brings on America’s financial crash making its past great depression in the 1930s to look like a circus when compared.

We’ve never had a stove, dressor or normal bed beyond foam on plywood in our 14 years together. Our rent is $75 monthly. Have no bank account other than passbook for SS direct deposits.

We’re no different than billions of others because we really need any help possible.

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Thank you,


Only you can direct whatever path you’ve chosen for life. Nobody can change another, only share their tracks aimed not of this world ruled by the evilest forces now causing stillborn birth in 4 out of 5 women having been jabbed. It’s a part of population control.

Knowledge vs. Wisdom. vs. Understanding

Understanding can be an adjective or a noun. As a noun, it’s like the step between knowledge and wisdom. When you comprehend the information you’ve learned or knowledge, you understand it. When you understand the knowledge and learn to apply it to decision-making, you gain wisdom.

For most all inhabitants on earth, genuine knowledge with understanding has been kept suppressed, hid from public knowledge, covered up, and replaced by totally false information used as psyop for duping all humanity through brutally evil actions without escape.

Shocking History on the most evil empire being United Police States of America.

For correct answers, if I, you, or any cannot remove biased thoughts being our ways in life, truth always remains hidden. It’s like uncountable religions=divisions because major differences on all the issues=separation.

Which is your source or religion or belief?

What has now become the most important characteristic in our entire life is gaining true knowledge with an understanding of this world rule thru the Illuminati, elite cabal, Pope, other beliefs-religions, many organizations plus billionaires and corporations having combined hundred trillion accompanied with so much power over humans mentally and physically, that none “REALLY KNOW” genetically who created them; and that their life has never truly been free.

But rather slaves as reckless breeders or weeds for culling (slaughter) during this age of cyber warfare being Tyranny Against Human Consciousness.

In addition, some presidents such as Dwight Eisenhower, Obama, Donald Trump, and more in the special military and other positions have been fully aware of AREA 51’s purpose involving UFO’s, Greys, Reptilians and other alien species for discussion regarding civilization, secret space programs, gaining reverse engineering knowledge of flying saucers humans lack as advanced technologies–and much more they have withheld.

Those open-minded can learn what’s little taught or known thru many puzzle piece sources while sifting/separating false data from genuine researched information for clear understanding.
This is quite long but an informative conversation that I have listen to twice regarding dictatorship of the human race, extraterrestrials, GFW (Galaxic Federation Worlds), and much more.

Facts unknown or unbelievable, such as contained in this article have brought the greatest of mysteries upon human minds through being misled whilst valuable information remains concealed.

Who exactly am I?

A man having nothing but time with only a cellphone for research wanting to be strongly educated on todays reality. However, not easy to do without books to read, computer, printer, or bank account. My wife and I rent for $75 per month. Our only debt is $1200 on a 3 cylinder Suzuki utility pickup with the payments of 10,000 pesos or $200 a month. Our only income soon to be abolished is my social security being $1000 each month.

This is the 3-year-old rental home we could buy for about 20 thousand. We have needed help since 2007 mainly because of my wife congenital heart and more. She is 48 and wears a wig due to lost hair. I’m 66 pushing 90 with few teeth thanks to FDA approved toxins thru government without concerns about population.

This link when scrolled reveals my past effort to learn more; and after 40 years belief in Christianity, found truth is not taught. There is a Creator, just not as spoken.

Additionally is our life situations, world events and much more. But without a computer–> everything that needs to be edited or removed stays the same until I am able through means to properly research more in-depth, write, and share.

Please retweet and share because I know that sooner or later someone will relate through understanding.

Thank you in advance,

Jeff Callarman


People think that only a MINORITY of people get adverse effects from the vaccine. Based on this new research, it means that everyone – EVENTUALLY -will have adverse effects, because those spike proteins will be binding to ACE2 receptors everywhere in the body. That mRNA was supposed to stay in the injection site and it’s not. That means the spike proteins created by the mRNA will be in every organ as well, and we now know it is the spike proteins that do the damage.Worse, the viral RNA being found in every organ despite a vaccine, indicates either: 1) The vaccine doesn’t work at all, OR; 2) The virus is enjoying Antibody Dependent Enhancement (ADE), meaning it actually spreads FASTER in vaccinated people. This is a GLOBAL TIMEBOMB.”

Through human history hundreds of millions were exterminated via Genocide-Democide.

Study this valuable information whilst knowing that now, billions will die.


As this world of people in all different levels write regarding what their life has become, or future vision for all humanity, they seem to be totally missing the point being that civilizations have come and gone for many millions of years.

What about ancient maps over 100 million years old?

I’m not a man of 66 years claiming more intelligence than others, but rather truly knowing the more that I’ve learnt, the less I really know supported by evidence that could be homade bullshit.

The title for this writing passes on a meaning so powerful that “WHAT’S REAL”, at least for my own mind, really needs to be seriously and deeply focused upon.

It’s said, written, and supposedly proved that human history is nothing beyond rewritten stories based on lies which includes even the Bible using Paul’s epistles, being another extremely sensitive subject, has become caged beyond discussion.

What is the solution?

What has become your own greatest challenges? What are your beliefs? Who can you fully trust concerning the outcome of your living life journey?

Mine is seeking like-minded open-minded communication within this world of chaotic suffering having no hope on its current tracks aimed for total nanorobotics minus the reckless human breeders and human weeds in need of culling according to William Gates, Bill Gates father, in 2003.

Culling means reduction of a wild animal population by selective slaughter; therefore as you read these words, know that in the eyes of the elite world rulers, we all are nothingness humans viewed as wild animals for slaughter PERIOD!

Are extraterrestrials accompanied with ancient bloodlines the only major control of earth’s civilization: plus different life within other galaxies?

Because there is billions of believers according to whatever they have been fed for selection by choice, what about the Bible rewritten and retranslated so many different times, in so many different languages, that spot on meaning is totally impossible?

When any having differing views come together for discussion on whatever issues may be, there is no balance.

Why is that?

The reason for total human offset causing division amongst entirety of the human race is because all know only what they think according whatever their minds have been fed since birth; just as all humans through Millenniums before themselves.

How much thought have you ever had on wanting absolute truths little known because there is no true education in any category regarding humanity during the past century or millions of years ago?

Another issue of the most major importantance is what’s been happening against all people everywhere on earth, and current condition of the human race.

Those with enough interest through placing zero trust in rulers, governments, media, organisations or any of the ruling pyrimid stages from top to bottom at least have their anchor for finding truth.

What comes next is the tuffest because it involves researching even the information coming from those most favored which can be extremely accurate, or mixtures of who knows what for our human race now on the edge of life teetering for any stronghold with needed strength.

Rather than me over writing; choose the simplicity of placing yourselves in the positions of hundreds of millions murdered through genocide or democide. Read for knowing the difference because life has become a no win situation.

Dictatorships 2021

Which is your belief?

Pagan Origins of Christianity



I hope all is well in your strong walk with and for our Lord just as I myself had a very strong walk for decades. Where ever I went, my Bible was with me–and that included Iraq and Kuwait when I worked as a welder. The main reason I left the USA in 2006 was that I could see the coming storms as prophesized in Matthew 24, Deuteronomy 28, Revelation and many other books — therefore wanted a close walk and to become strong for endurance; and have through these past 12 years of living through many difficulties as my lesson with Colossians 3, John 15:19 and many more verses, which when walked, makes us as not of this world. However, a lonely walk it truly is while also experiencing our world of Christianity as completely blind to all scripture on love, deed, care, compassion and so much more such as their dead faith in James 2:13-20 — or being as the goats in Matthew 25:31-46.

Over 10 years ago my wife, 18 years younger than me, began many physical hardships thru her congenital heart, Myoma, UTI, breathing difficulties and more. She also has lost some teeth and most all of her hair is still falling out. At 46 she weighs only 80 lbs, we have no good herbs, no bank account, never a stove, and never much of anything other than prayer, faith, endurance, and my fasting — Guess how many loving brethren I have that I have been seeking year after year? ZERO. Why is that? Pride? Selfishness? No compassion? Disobedience to our Creator?

In 1988 a part of my brain was removed because of a head injury, so now 33 years later, I still have a hard time in many ways.

I point no finger, never judge, just share the truth.  — My Effort

You take care,



  1. We have all, regardless of our culture or belief, been programmed in this life according to whatever has been fed into our minds since birth, and because of that, only a world of division remains with everybody right in their own mind.




When we live, yet through history in our life should have been dead more than once, is it a coincidence that we are still alive? Or is there a purpose?

At 12 I stole a car, found a field to park, put a hose in the exhaust, and became no more—until I awoke because the car ran out of gas.

At 19 my time to escape this world came again. Had a 68 Malibu, pulled off the road, and again put a hose in the exhaust, and again was no more—until I awoke in the mental ward of a hospital because the car ran out of gas—again.

In 1988 was riding my Softail Harley and crashed causing my brain to bleed, so a neurosurgeon removed a small portion and I was pronounced permanently disabled with the past 30+ years  having more than their share of life’s difficulties.

In the 1990’s I fell down the basement stairs head first aimed at the concrete floor but landed on my feet off to the side under the ceiling where it was impossible as making a turn in the air through the handrail.

I could detail other times but need not because I have made my point.

So have I just been lucky my whole life? Was never really depressed, just fed up with a lousy life having no close family, direction or upbringing, so a very normal person I was and still am.

So what have I been doing these past 14 years since leaving America on a one-way ticket for a new life in the Philippines?

For one, living through the struggles of my wife sometimes in the past wanting death over her sufferings in many physical ways; and 2) brings our years and years of prayers while actually believing that Yahovah brought us together for a purpose–but never found what it was if even true because of our world of Christians being so uncaring, cold-hearted, and extremely selfish. So was Mylene lucky also with her weak heart and more?

100_5504Blessed we are thru rent at $74 per month, but sadly no way of earning the money to buy a $22,000 dollar home. I have no bank account, and only use free websites, free antivirus, and free everything! I may have 16 free websites and over a thousand blogs, but not even a printer for reading downloads. We are just ma at 48 and pa at 66 pushing 80 in our bodily pains and weakness. But who cares? Never a Christian with 14 years of living proof!!


In addition are my 16 free websites and even a 474 page published book which never sold say it all in different ways.

Below are but a few of my interests, and some of my websites with info to others. – Has about 300 individual reads on many subjects.

Efforts for Spiritual Knowledge

What Is Abuse?

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